last night.....

I'm just rolling in my sorrow and pain
All my efforts are going in vain
If i'm nice that's the problem
If i'm bad....well that's an option
My heart's a one way track
And it's colour...well it's black
My soul is dying
Hopes are lying
Why am i feeling so depressed
All my dreams ar supressed
By the lack of possibilities
My hopes ar lying in probabilities
So may my dreams rest in peace.....

at night.....

Lying in this dark room
Happiness is further then the moon
I rolled the dice
This life is harsher then ice
I want to do so many things
But i'm running out of time
Did i commit so many sins?
I feel like my inside is sublime
But i can't show it
People don't deserve it
I'm living in the wrong decade
I got nothing to dedicate to
And my spirit feels that too
So i'm the disappointment of the decade....

broken....

Split personality u have heard that
But three in me...can u believe that?
Maybe i'm just mentally sick
That would be an explanation
That's why my heart's a brick?
This needs more exploration
But i don't want to
It's fine being broken
My heart's nothing more then a token...

Contrast

First cigar in the morning
The sun is coming and going
It's a gray day
A crow is flying away
It's as black as my soul now
Everybody is blind now
They only see emptiness and useless happiness
It's a coursing and a bless
My emotional universe is just a mess
It's made out of hate more ore less
There is just no place for happiness
So we are living tough times now
I wonder what The Rasta would say now
Colourful spirits turned gray
Everybody follows the same way
So what can i bring
To the world thats suffering..