random stuff.....

My life so far is worth nothing
When i look inside me....nothing
I could go so far but my life has me in chainse
All i need from life is one chance
To prove to myself that i can be someone
Rather then be just one
Off the many who can't stand out of the croud
It's like i have a big black cloud
Following me,disturbing my shine
So i end up late at night crying
Because i don't get my chance to shine
So i end up being just one from the crowd
Whit a big black cloud
So i'm falling asleep blinded by my shine....

mythology my style......

My soul is an ancient warrior
A dragon slayer,a tough warrior
It killed the last dragon
But before the dragon past on
To another existence
He gave him the ultimate experience
Beast blood bonded whit warrior blood
And the warrior experienced something odd
It fueled his rage and his quest for blood
A gift and a curse in a tight bond
This ancient soul is immortal
It reincarnates in a mortal
It's power is limited by physics and laws
The dragon carved itself on his back whit his claws
Two rivals in an endless battle
Bonded together but this way it's better
The fight fuels the naive mortal
Until he can't keep it in order
To be released from the body that's mortal.....

Thug's mansion......

A place where i can contemplate
A place where it doesn't matter if i'm late
Where there is no hate and where honesti and love are defining faith
The place where i can listen to real music not some lyrics that are fake
I once visited thug's mansion and i wish i never could have escaped
It was a dark summer night whit plenty of beer and where smoke escaped
From our lungs and me and my friend where listening to pac's songs
That's my taste of a night in thug's mansion but it's not about gettin' high and filling your lungs
It's about having a good time relaxing without rules or laws interfering
I hope i can find it once more friends and share the feeling
A place where isn't hate jealousy any bad thoughts people have forgotten these feelings
Always under pressure,competing for useless thing's,the image that you perpetuate is more important then the real you
So here is my message to this world that kills of real values,Fuck your values and Fuck you too.....

incomplete & high times......

Sitting in my favorite pub drinking cup by cup

It's full but i'm feeling so empty

I'm getting drunk and my glass is empty

Waiting for a change before i'm turning empty

But when i'm high my page starts filling

I'm writing my lines but i hate the feeling

It feels so fake but my lines are so real

I don't know if i should trust the feeling

My existence is real but my dreams seem fake.......

choice....

I'm poisoning myself whit tobacco and gin
It sets my spirit free but kills my body from within
I can't kepp it in balance
Sometimes it's like i'm watching the world through a lense.....

univers...

This universe is a strange place
Reality is just a phase
We try to understand everithing
Truth be told we don't know nothing
Our mind is our best weapon
We use so little of it's potential
It freaks me out when i'm think upon
The wall that it creates in us all
To protect itself from itself
I could do so much damage to myself
If i would let my inside controll itself
Sometimes i wish the world would control itself...

Story of a leaf

Not a special tree in not a special forest
There is a leaf taking a final rest
It's time has come to get a move on
He's taking a risk he's coming undone
He's about to start his journey
But the wind isn't comming in a hurry
He's hoping it will catch his fal
And take him far
The journey is just beginning
So he let's go of the branch and takes a dive
In the journey that we call life
The leaf starts falling and the wind stats blowing...

some shit....

This world has it's own rules
We don't know who rules
The real leaders are hidden
The master puppetiers have nothing forbidden
We are a handfull of sand in the sandstorm
There are a handfull of people who tried to stop the storm
They tried to cut the strings of the puppetiers
And they where cut down so some of us are in tears
I'm finishing my tribute
This world isn't so cute...

Robbie Williams - Better Man

almost there.....

I feel alone in this world
No one can hear my words
A shadow creeps trough the streets
It has an aura of pure evil
But it's pure good under the sheets
That changes from the inside out
The evil can't penetrate
The good can't escape
From this war that's about to break out
The good fights the evil and it's as hopeles as ever
Mind fights the heart and energy gets lower
It's a sentimental thunderstorm
I wish it could be over
Because i'm about to transform
In something that even i can't imagine
But it takes time and pain that u can't imagine
But i'm almost there i can feel it
It's just inside u....get it over with.......

whats left of me......

My pride is all i have left
I wasn't going in the right direction so i'm turning left
I'm not gonna give up because life has beaten me half dead
I'm gonna get up because myother side isn't dead
So u ether pump me full of lead
Or u make room cause i'm goingahead
All that can stop me is my stupid depression
My hearth's flooded whit joy or pain from a simple impression
Fuck my heart it's not all about it
It's a constant battle but fuck it
I'm going on whit my life the way i want it
So if u caused me pain i'm powering up and goig for it
That means back up before i'm at full strenght
Cause if your around here when i do it
Yuour gonna feel pain turned into strenght........