Hearts choice

My heart is so childish
U are my one and only whys
I need to wait for your choice
I need to hear your voice
Like Bonnie and Clyde
Like a tornado and a volcano
U have such an attitude
I just love the way u are....what can i do
U are so stubborn and wild
Sometimes your like a child
I'm the same but in another way
I can't resist u
U are doing everything in your own way
I'm telling you....i'm going crazy without u.....

why?

Why is my heart betraying me?
Always looking for ways of hurting me
What's the point in this self destruction?
Why are my feelings chasing an illusion?
Why do i suffer this much
I guess i'm evil....but this much??
I can't imagine myself gettin' old
So i have to cherish every moment as gold
My body feels the strain
Death is coming like a train
And i think it's not gonna be late
So i'm doing my share of loving and hate
I don't care about hurting people
My heart is beatin up...i can't find it's purpose
It's useless and it complicates things
So i guess i don't need it
I think i'm gonna get rid of it
And see what life brings..