anger fueled words.....

When my dreams start to slip away
My soul bleeds and opens up
Stupid problems are in the way
But soon i'm gonna' hit'em up
Pack up my stuff
Pac in my earbuds
I'm headed straight to a bus
Headed west,just me and my stuff
And a big dream that
You can't imagine that
I can be a soldier
And i can't imagine myself gettin' older
Then 30 and some...
Whitout a deadly disesae or some
Life threatening regrets
Whit some memories i couldn't digest
I know it will be hell for eternity
If i try it or if i don't
But i can't give up my dreams i wont
Cause being affraid is my hell for eternity