sunshine

I caught myself smiling
Because the sun was shining
I just closed my eyes and took a smoke
And realized that my dreams faded away just like that smoke
It felt good being alone
True love.....well i will have none
Why is life so complicated?
Even when everything good just faded
We just keep on trying
Until we are dying
And then we just realize
That dust will remain of what we have realized
I'm sorry for being so negative
But my outlook on the future isn't so positive
I'm tired of loosing the battle
Life is just a big gamble
If u bluff or fold
U can't avoid gettin' old
And then u loose your intrest
In all things in that u did invest
So why get old and miserable
When u can try,and gamble
So flip that coin
And watch where u goin'