transformation

Sometimes my heart is flooded whit pain
So harsh that i barely can keep it in
I'm fighting it by transforming it
Into pure anger you would not believe it
It consumes me day by day flood by flood
This society fuels my anger lie by lie crush by crush
My heart collides whit my personality
This is just natures stupidity
Or is this the cause of society
Strange things calm my anger and spirit
From fueling my anger all the way to adrenaline
Small things build up my spirit
But combined they are like amfetamine
And i'm wondering why i never change
My core stays the same while the surroundings change
Completing my lines while gazing at stars
Wondering why i'm so cold and harsh....