fighting whit my parents and shit
knowing that my life will turn out shit
not trusting myself
ore anybody else
my dreams are ruined and then some
wondering if i ever have a son
falling in love to easily
wondering how wrong i could be
my life is so fucked up i can't believe it
i'm going down i can feel it
suicidel...i've tried it
but i could not make it
i'm a coward i know it
please don't consider it
sometimes i wish i could just vanish
but that's way hard to accomplish
i wish i would be dead
but that's not a threat
what is more serious is that
i'm a THREAT
i'm getin' could
like my soul is sould
i'm getin' confused by my own lines
like my heart has it's own life
it doesen't care about ratio ore pain
it just wants love in my vane
i don't know if i'm ready for death
but i feel it closer then a breath
i'm sick and tired of all this shit
i just want to get out of this
i don't care about love and all that shit
i just want to get over this shit
i just want to seize to exist